To speak of Yeshua (Jesus) my Savior, Friend, Brother, Rabbi, Teacher and Someone beyond words to describe or paint a picture to lend His scope of Being to even my own comprehension; but it is here I or anyone must start.
Inside me; He is the Still small Voice, the Nudge, the Tug, the Pull, the Great Disturber of my peace, the True and Faithful One, any and all Righteousness, Purity, Grace, Mercy, Compassion, Love, and Patience. Good.
Always beside me, yet at the same time ahead, behind, above and below me. Present! Present! Timeless and existent in any and all compass or measure.
Anchored to our Father’s Will, Interceding always before Him, stretching the work of the cross across my brow to mark me as Forgiven. Holding me up to Him and out to Him, with His blood to demand payment for my every debt of His broken heart.
Standing ever in front of me to deflect the shaming arrows of an enemy that is never at quits to accuse me of every wrong I have done, will do, either in thought or deed. Yeshua the Great Scorner of Shame, that in His very likeness dissipates Blame. Breathing out flames of Truth to refine, reform, and renew me – without a break, or sleep or quitting – unceasingly blocking the death I deserve by reminding the entire Creation and Created of His own for which He has given me as an identity. Dead to myself, Fully alive in Him. No doubts, no debate.
He is the Living Communication of Life, Beauty, and blessed humanity flowing continuously down over my soul, mind, and spirit. Guiding, Leading, Teaching, Loving, Cherishing, Embracing, Inviting, Delighting, Rejoicing, Inspiring, Encouraging, Exhorting, Disciplining, Rebuking, through the Bonds of His Covenant made before I was exposed to the thin air of the fallen world He brought me forth to.
He is the Gate, the Door, the Way, the Truth, the Life, the Light by which I am bound, yoked to. .. Indeed I am His Bride. He knows my being and I His Voice and I follow Him… follow on a magic carpet provided by His Grace and Mercy. This carpet covers me as a Robe when I lay down, like His own skin. .. He covers me. Cloaking, warming, protecting. Then when I awake His strength is threaded underneath me to fly into the Will of our Father. Calming storms, transforming my inner being the whole way, unblinding my eyes to see, opening my ears to hear, releasing and capturing my lips to speak or be quiet. Enabling my mind to learn. Tuning my perspective to His Ways that are not comprehendable to any such without His presence to decode the handing out of Truth from the Kingdom of Heaven to the kingdom of men.
He is Everything He said, says and the only reliable anything. He is my Control Tower, Beacon, Cloud in the day, Fire by night, River of life-giving water – constant, dependable. His is my breath, His is my life-force, His is my origin, my end, my inbetween. He is, was, and ever shall be. In Him is all sense of order, chaos, life, death, intelligence, conscience, – He alone is Knowledge, Wisdom – He alone must know! Not me. I need only know Him, of which the flow of such knowledge floods the gates of my being. Opening and closing doors; past, present, and future all at the same time. He is Freedom. He is my ceasing, and my going. My doing and my resting. He is my Claiming and Vow. There are no such claims or vows apart from Him. None.
He is my Credentials. He is my Resume. He is my Education. He is my Worth. He is my Redemption. He is my All. Without Him, I am nothing! But in Him… oh… oh I am beyond reckoning!
He was from the Beginning, He is all existence inbetween. He is the End of which there is none. He is my offering, my tithe, my going out, my coming in. He is the meaning and purpose to everything. He is the color in my eyes, the focus of my brain, the function of my heart, the flow of my being, the movement of my body and the passion of my spirit. He is Excitement! He is the Master Builder, Orchastrator, the Instrument, the Note, the Tune, the Rhythm, the Beat, the Harmony, the Melody, the Main-frame of His Music. I am His Song. Sung from the recesses of Time, His Idea is my chime.
He is my Thought, Captor, Master, Captain, Holy Initiation of all action.
He is the Sea, the Wind, the Air, the dust of earth beneath my feet. He is the Unshakable. Unconquerable. Undiminishable. Unfailing hold upon which I submit. He is the Source and Origin. There is none but Him.
He is the very essence of Laughter, Joy, Delight, Giggle, Play, Fun, Humor, my Bosom friend. Oh how we have life! Beautiful, Light, carefree, unwithheld, unabated Joy! We dance, swing and fly! We walk, run and sit. We lay down together. We rise up. There is no separation. All my fears have a home called Love. All my wonder fits in His hands. All my questions have answers. All my minutes have purpose. All my failings have strength of pure success. Only in Him. Only in Him!
He is my Complete. My Peace, my Wholeness. My Hope. His only is my Trust. Nothing else. He is First. Beyond all other love’s and loved ones. I forsake them all for Him. Yet in my forsaking of them for Him they are never forsaken. Always forgiven. Always brought to bear under Hope and Encouragement. Never ever thought the worst of but replaced with the Best – Him. Only Him! Ever Him! He is my First and Last Love and so my love shall never cease!
His alone is my Burden, Yoke, Chain, Suffering and Character. He alone directs my Health, Well-being,
His Spirit is my Counselor, Instructor, – always True, Right, on the money, 100% of the time. Always free of charge. Never asking for what I can not pay or give or do. He is my Undoing, and my Doing. He is the Shaper, Former, Designer, Engineer. My Map, my Guide, my GPS. He is my Locator, and Fixator. He is my North. My True Direction. He is the muscle that gathers every leap and the wings that prevent my descending. He is my Gravity, Center and Heart. He is. He is. He is!
He is my Portion. From Him I flow…out…out always out and into others for others for Him. Forgiveness, Mercy, Grace, Patience, Love, Compassion, Endurance, Forebearance, without end – without ceasing – always! I delight to make Him smile because He smiles at me… first! I delight to enjoy Him and all His works! Because I am His Work of art. I run to Him… run like I’ve never run to anyone or anything! Even my shame has no legs compared! Praise Adonai! Praise Adonai I am spared!
He has touched every part of me and left nothing to chance. He is my Watchman, Warrior and Lover. My Intimate Cover. He is. He is! He has! He will! He is my Escape and Reality. He is! Hiding me and exposing me at the same turn… perfect balance. Tender so tender with my frailties, gentle and precise and loving. Every cut He rends in my flesh produces miraculous works of Holy proportions. His surgical skills are altogether beauty and blessing. He is my Great Physician! Healing and cleansing with the strong arm of Forgiveness, Mercy and Grace! He sends my every demon to the pigs! He blocks all ways for reentry. He cleans my house and creates His Temple! Wondrous! Wondrous is He! He is my High Priest, my Levite! He is my King! The Ruler of my soul. My measure is stretched as far as He can go! My riches outweigh the grandest of all comprehension. Piles and loads and mountains of Love-covered sin! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Great is His Love! Unsearchable are the ends of His Ways! Victory is engraved on Him!
This is Yeshua! For me! For all! Do you want Him? Do you need to need Him? He is! He is! For you and for me – He is!
Grace and peace in Yeshua the Messiah